Mood:  amorous

I was thinking the other day about why I love watching gang-bangs sooooo much? What is it about seeing a bunch of cocks and assholes filling up some girl with deep routed daddy issues? And before shit storm ensues, I know not all porn chicks have daddy issues, but you can see the ones that do and they usually like serious gangbangs. And let me clarify when I say Gang-bangs I’m not talking about a threesome, or foursome, a gang bang is five or more, but the ones I like to watch range from 20 to 500 guys (65guy cream pie was an early favorite of mine back in the day). Sick? Yes! Horrible? Yes! Would I ever participate in one? You don’t the half of it!  Anyway back to my point. I realized that what I really love about these videos is that point on the girl’s face where she realizes this was a bad idea and she was in waaaaayyyy over her head. Usually in the smaller ones where the guys get out of control and start choking her and slapping her because she said she liked it a little at first. But then the just start tearing her apart and beating the shit out of her. These are the best moments that look of fear and exhaustion that can’t be found anywhere else, except in moments like these. Yes I know this makes me a horrible, disturbed person. But then you got to think there is an audience for this, more so than for any other type of porn at the moment. It’s the most popular genre going and that’s a lot of people making these, starring in these and watching these. So I’m not alone in my depravity, but I doubt many will raise their hand to say they’re down. During the process of watching one of these vid’s today I took a look at the faces of some of these animals tearing into this poor young woman, and realized these are professional monsters, soulless beast whose job it is to be unusually cruel to some girl who’s father either didn’t love her enough or loved her too much (if you know what I mean-which you do)! Members of the 7% Nation which is the American Muslim off shoot of the Nation of Islam that Malcolm X started after he left  them; believe that Hell is Earth and that when we truly and fully except and understand God we get to leave. It’s a funny version of what Hindu’s and Buddhist believes, far more Eastern than Christianity. Sometimes, (although I don’t believe in Heaven or Hell), but sometimes I believe them!

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